Dear Jordan.
i don’t know where i should start and what i should say. i’m speechless because of my own stupidity. i never thought that i could be so idiotic. i understood you wrong and now you understand me wrong. every feeling, every kiss, every smile and every touch of you saved my day and made me smile genuinely. eVERything(RIP Jimmy ‘the REV’ Sullivan) i feel for you is for fucking real! ok? i don’t have to pretend love. it’s the most disgusting thing i’ve ever heared. if you think i lie, then you’re COMPLETELY WRONG! i love you, foREVer. I couldn’t lie to my little baby gnome. i couldn’t lie to those eyes, which metls my heart in seconds. i couldn’t. it’s like lying the better side from you(rself). You’re the good side of me, ok? because my whole personality is shit and i hate myself enough. you’re the reason of my existence. it’s like insulting your family without reason… FUCK IT! please forgive me! PLEASE! it KILLS me to know that you ignore me.
‘What if i never hold you? Or kiss your lips again?’ ~ seize the day
‘I know it’s hurting you, but it’s killing me!’ ~ unholy confessions
it’s just empty and cold without your love… *cry*
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