it's midnight...

...the time where the brain works best(studies suggest).
ooh, i could be a poet, but we all know that this wouldn't work. nope. i don't have any special reason to write here something, but i want to write my thoughts down, on my own blog. maybe dumb, maybe not, but who knows? can we actually follow everything we write and realize what we posted? "we're so trendy, we can't escape ourselves." ~Kurt Cobain. i could go on with these thoughts, but actually, that's not what i wanted to talk about. my reason why i wrote here is the fact that i get fn' much compliments in those last days and it starts to scare me. i understand what people want to tell me, but you all overfloat me. with your feelings. allthough only 2 people care for me, but hey(!) i guess they mean it serious. just too cute. and i want to thank them. caring for me so much, allthough i don't even deserv it. making me feel wanted, in a weird way. well, in my opinion it's weird, because it's rarely to have a feeling like that. and now you overwhelm me. fuck you! <3 maybe i sound like an ego or somebody eles who searches for attention, but then you understood the whole message wrong. i just want to say; 'thank you for entering in my life, because i don't know what i would be without you'. that's all. is that too much (what i want)?