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Hello ,Hello ,Hello !

 At last i wrote all my tests and exams ,so i can write more to you but on febuary i would work as hell again /:

Because in the middle/the end of febuary i would write the most important exam from those last 8 fn' years !It would kills me if i fail !BTW ,i wanted to talk about an another theme called "books" . Well for you i read the first 20 pages of Shadow of Death and it still got me! I never thought that a crime book would interess me ,but it really do ,woaah ! I'm in Chapter 2 ,on the scene where brendan phillips found the corpse of george millar .Alex Gray wrote the beginning so well and she used the right words for explaining the situation .Tomorrow i wanna read the book or i want to go on with art ,because tomorrow i only have 4 hours of school ,means i come back at 11 am ,so i've got much time to draw/to read .

Well ,i've got nothing to say or do you have something to ask ? ASK ME !

xoxo HopeVanHalen

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Hello Guys !

I really have luck that i find time for you guys ♥

Today i went shopping into a lot of shops .I get new pillows and new carpets and books . Really ,i bought books ,an art lover ,#omg ! Well for this year(2O12) i thought about to read more books and more stuff . If you want i can send you my list ,full with dreams what i want to do for this year .it's a lot and a lot of dumb stuff ,you'll laugh :(

BTW ! I want to tell a bit about the books ,if you allow me to do that .

(My first personal picture ,which i sent here .I know ...)

Left one ; Death in the summerhouse(word by word translation) written by Åke Smedberg

Right One ; Shadow of Death (original title) written by Alex Gray

With which one should i start ? I'd rather left ,so leeeet's go ( in mario style ) ^^

Åke Smedberg was born in 1948 and she's popular author in sweden .She usually writes poems and short stories . She only wrote 3 novels and i've got one of them .This was written in 2003 .Her other novels were written on 2001(LOST) and one in 2005(With the same blood) .I'll give a feedback if i read it ^^

Alex Gray is not a man (How i firstly thought s:)

• Never Somewhere Else (2002)
• A Small Weeping (2004)
• Shadows Of Sounds (2005)
• The Riverman (2007)
• Pitch Black (2008)
• Glasgow Kiss (2009)
• Five Ways To Kill A Man (2010)
• Sleep like the Dead (2011)

(The red marked book is the book i've got)

she's a scottish woman and has published six novels, all set around Glasgow and featuring the character of Detective Chief Inspector Lorimer and his psychological profiler Solomon Brightman, the earlier novels being published by Canongate and later books by Little Brown. She has also written several magazine articles. I would also give a feedback if i allready read it .

Well that's all what i wanted to say . See you on the weekend ♥

Oooh and if you have questions ; ASK ME ! I'm glad to answer them all ,if i know the answer s:

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Hello ,Hello my Readers !

Yesterday i went shopping and yea ,i wrote the most stuff here . But one thing i wanna describe here ,in my Art//Quote blog . Because i also bought an art magazine . Well . i never thought that i would do it because art come from your soul and not really from your brain ,accept the fantasy which you need to "see" your picture done but not done in real life ,if you understand what i mean o0 i think not .. So i wanna leave it ^^

You can't study art ,you can't explain art(if you think you know what art is then forget everything) ,You can't control art . Art controls you ! And there are 2 ways ;

1 ~You can't handle with the fact that art controls you and youre bad at it~

2 ~You can handle with the fact that art controls you .~

The muse around you choose what you draw . Your mood choose how you draw . The Time choose if you want it or not . 

O.kayh . Now i left the main theme ,but i think this is important to tell you . My reason why i bought this magazine was this one because i'm not good with art and handling with it ,but i just need time . I also bought this because i want to know how other people do it ,how experts do this . I read it 2 times (everything) and the tipps were great . i think about it to use them . If i have the time (spring holidays not earlier unless i've got a terrible illness ) i wanna try to explain those tipps .

I hope i can see you on the weekend ,so i wanna write more ^^

(i just wrote here something because im ill ..)

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Hello Guys !

At last i can go on with my tutorial for you ,but unfortunately i've got no time in those next days &nd after the weekend i've got school ,AWFUL !

I'm deeply sorry to tell you that ,but if i'm ill or when i've to work ,then i'll go on with my Tutorial .

Yea ,i have to go to work in 2 weeks ..Work experience ,you know ? But now i wanna go on with the description for the picture above this post .

I bought 2 stretched canvas for 2 euro (each stretched canvas costs 1 euro) // 20 x 20 cm .

Fact (?) ; Art Sales are awesome ! *.*

I also bought yellow acrylic colour // N° 19 // 2 euro // 15 ml . i wanted to buy lemon yellow like Claude Monet used for his artpiece ,but my mum liked this normal yellow more so i bought this here .

Oh ,i forgot to tell you that this would (maybe) be my last post for this & next week .Sorry ,Sorry ,Sorry !

i wanna miss you ,guys ! ):

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Dear Truth &nd Dear Bitch ..

It's the first day of a new year &nd i can't believe it that i would reach this . I remember . It was summer &nd i was afraid of the future &nd about New Years eve . I really thought it was weeks ago ,but it was months ago . Soo much happend in this "Last year" . &nd right now i start to realize what i allready done ,i start to look back &nd to remember to the Great times ; Meeting AWESOME friends on a dumb girlie page , i found myself in Nirvana , i survived one year of school &nd so on . (I think that you're not intressted into my life ,so i stop to talk about it. ) But we also had to fall down &nd we have to realize that not everything can live forever (accept the weird club called 'Club 27' o0 ) . Sometimes we have to give up something ,sometimes we have to realize that not everything can be true &nd sometimes ... we have to say "Good Bye" . We have to live with that ! But the most can't . (I'm deeply true ,i also can't live with some facts ) They fall down on the cold ground . They fall in the deep hole called "Truth" . If people are there they have the choice to fall again or to come back to earth &nd to deal with the fact . If you wanna fall again ,people wanna call you suicidal &nd other stuff which could push you again .The devil ask you with a weapon on your head if you wanna believe it or not &nd then it's your choice . i never went to this step before but i think it would turn into this way if you don't wanna believe . I know . It's maybe a weird thought but it's my thought . I can live with the fact that i not fit into the "Social-14-JustinBieberFan-withGreatMarks" club . But can YOU also live with the fact that i don't care about your thought ? Can you also live with the fact that i hate you ? No ? Then it's not my fault . Live with it &nd fall on the deep ground . I would have something to laugh about ! Yaay !
xoxo