these 2 weeks, which i probably wouldn't survive.

it's friday. i know. im totally happy about that, because this week was not really great in my opinion. it was like every week. i have to pretend someone who i'm not, but i still was myself(You don't have to understand my logic). the thoughts; "should i comment it or not?" are allways in my head. because i mostly say nothing, everybody is shocked when i say something. my parents are also shocked. i'm allways the quitness in the family, but when i write, i feel so free. like shaking all my worries away. it's a good feeling, but i cant do it everyday. i still have to study and have to do presentations. i just pray to god that i'll survive these last 2 weeks, before the vacation starts. and i write to my online friends to kill the time.