2 days ago, i done the same. i wrote a page full with my thoughts, but i still have the feeling that i didn't write enough. i have so much to say, but the humanity lives so far away. i say this, because it feels like i live in distance from the whole society, but i'm honest;
i hate the society and the humanity.
So it's my fault. i build bridges between my world and the reality, just because i don't like the world, but i guess i have to buid bridges between the reality and my dreams. it's a way to understand people better, but why should i stay in contact with ironic idiot's who don't accept the fact that i'm diffrent?
why should i trust people who gossip behind my back?
why should i?
why?
i'm just too afraid. too afraid to loose everything. my glory(if i own it, i'm not really sure with it), my hope for peace and my moment where somebody is comming to me and says; "hey! i want to share my world with you." i shouldn't wait for this, because i know that this would never happend. the humans are just too busy to care for others and that hurts. because in the past, i was a fucking idiot and thought; "If i'm nice to them, they'll be nice to me"
*laughs*
well, i found out that this is the most popular motherfucking lie i've ever heared!
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